As a Cadet i wanted to join the RAF and applied but was rejected on medical grounds, laughable at the time as i was clearly the fitness person my friends, Cadet colleagues and family knew, but deemed “medically unfit for military service” i had to rethink my future.
As such i continued as a Cadet (my plan was to join the UAS and on to the RAF from there) until i aged out at 20.
on a weekend home from university assiting the Sqn out at an annual event 2-3 weeks before my 20th birthday my Staff said they wanted to put my application for CWO in and asked when my birthday was…finding out it was imminent they changed tack and said they’ll put my application for CI in.
i dont recall ever being asked if i wanted to be a Staff member, nor actively making it known, it just kinda of happened.
As a Cadet i aspired to be a WO, seeing the Sqn WO and wanting to do what he did. And despite not attending any NCO courses* was very competant as an SNCO and wanted to continue doing that role
my then CO was pleased to hear i was looking to get into uniform as soon as possible and it wasnt until 5 or so minutes into the conversation we were talking about a different flavour to the other. he was quite surprised i wanted to go SNCO, he saw a lot of potential in me and really was keen for me to make the move to Commmission. in my mind though i wasnt ready for it, nor was ready to give up being an NCO.
i think it was the right decision. upon appointment my enthusiam was working overtime and had to be reined in a few times, the jump into Staff was a bigger step than i had appreciated and having the “junior” position (rank) in the Staff structure was probably for the best.
in my early staff/uniformed years i moved around alot due to my route through my university course and post graduation with my career so very quickly gained a lot of experience in how different Squadrons operate, particulalry those different to where i was as a Cadet working one of which very much an inner city Sqn, with such a varied mix of Squadron which i think has helped my attitude as Staff.
in the last four years or so i have seen what my then CO saw in me and can see his thought pattern. Since that conversation others have since repeated the CO’s comments and have i slowly been convinced…
to answer TL’s questions
what part of your time as a cadet made you aspire to do what uniformed staff do?
pass! i really cant put my finger on it myself.
i loved drill as a Cadet, and the WO was always the one teaching it and knew everything there was to know about it (DI) and decided that i wanted to do that job
Did you consider military service and decide it wasn’t for you?
yes i considered it, the RAF decided i wasnt for them - see above
Did you never want to be armed forces (reg or reserve) but wanted to work with young people doing the sort of activities the ACO offer, if so, why uniform not CI?
being medically rejected i couldnt join anything, but it never occured to me to become a “youth worker” or that an ATC Staff member was “youth work”. i wanted to be part of “military life” and the ATC offered that to me as a Cadet and the opportunity to continue to do so as a Staff member.
why not a CI? simple, i wanted to return to being an SNCO asap, i enjoyed it too much, leading the troops, taking responsibilty for a team, completing tasks, receiving a briefing and acting on it everything i could continue to do more so than i could as a CI.
That and i loved wearing uniform and drill as a Cadet, two things not available to CIs and so took the obvious route to continue doing that.
*due to educational commitments, GSCEs/A-Levels the weekends allocated for Wing NCO courses always clashed with a deadline for coursework or an exam.